So I turned 30 few weeks ago!!..eeek.. I was a little upset about it few days before my birthday... Was upset that I didnt do much and achieved the things I wanted... But I guess we always make plans and plans change along the way.. maybe for better or maybe for worse... To be honest for me it was for the worst.. and I dont blame anyone but myself!!...
2 years ago I lost my job... Lost friends... had a messy break ups... Moved from city to city again!!.. and had a mental breakdown... had no where to live!!...and My good friend Jamie let me stay at his house in his spare room and looked after me!! and My friend Mel found me a job... and slowly I started to get better.. started a Fashion course.. finished my course.. Made few new friends... had few dates here and there... than met awesum guy called Ian.. who i just adore!!... and along the way I realised maybe it was for the better I went through all that shit.. It made me a little stronger and opened my eyes... Shit I made some biiiig big mistakes but I learnt my lesson!!... I realized who my real friends were they are the ones that back you up and hold your hand even though you done mistakes and even though they dont agree with you!! they are the ones who dont judge you but will tell you what they think!!... and I learnt that you should forgive and forget and dont hold grudges or rely on past or judge people by their past experiences!!.. I mean shit I am not perfect but I am thankful for the friends who love me for who I am!!.. So all I am saying is before you dismiss your friends for their mistakes and stupid things they done... Sit down and talk to them!!
